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OW OW OW. MOTHERFUCKER.
I hate migraines. A lot.
I'm going to try this weird whiteboard app and see if it's fun.
...
Okay, well, Miro is if nothing else really satisfying to type into. I'm cautiously into it.
Why can't I write like these people? T_T
Seems kinda redundant to put "PTSD" on there. If anyone in that town doesn't have it at this point, I'll eat my hat.
I wanna get really brutal with this.
Lord, I hate it when I think myself into a circle. My protagonist has been chased up a tree and we're throwing rocks at them, which is good, but now how do I get them out of the tree...?
PICK A TENSE AND STICK WITH IT ARGH
I hate migraines. A lot.
I'm going to try this weird whiteboard app and see if it's fun.
...
Okay, well, Miro is if nothing else really satisfying to type into. I'm cautiously into it.
Why can't I write like these people? T_T
Seems kinda redundant to put "PTSD" on there. If anyone in that town doesn't have it at this point, I'll eat my hat.
I wanna get really brutal with this.
Lord, I hate it when I think myself into a circle. My protagonist has been chased up a tree and we're throwing rocks at them, which is good, but now how do I get them out of the tree...?
PICK A TENSE AND STICK WITH IT ARGH
Has it really been over a year since I last wrote here? I do a lot of writing in my head.
"I'll tell you. I will - the way I would a close, intimate friend."
Now I need to do some more writing in a file. I'm pretty sure no one I know actually reads this journal, or at least, I rather hope not... Some things are just embarrassing to admit.
You could make a whole-ass schmowder with the contents of my daily pill planner. X_x
Why do they scratch and claw at your brain sometimes? Why do they want to get out so bad it gives me a migraine?
The other stories here are so painfully good I'm always embarrassed to consider putting mine among them. The one from last year was apparently well-received, at least...maybe. People usually don't critique in the comments much.
Though since my one critique last time had to do with not being graphic enough, perhaps I will not bother trying to resist writing out the gross parts in painful detail. XD I hope y'all love blood, guts, vomit and body horror as much as I do! 0:)
"I'll tell you. I will - the way I would a close, intimate friend."
Now I need to do some more writing in a file. I'm pretty sure no one I know actually reads this journal, or at least, I rather hope not... Some things are just embarrassing to admit.
You could make a whole-ass schmowder with the contents of my daily pill planner. X_x
Why do they scratch and claw at your brain sometimes? Why do they want to get out so bad it gives me a migraine?
The other stories here are so painfully good I'm always embarrassed to consider putting mine among them. The one from last year was apparently well-received, at least...maybe. People usually don't critique in the comments much.
Though since my one critique last time had to do with not being graphic enough, perhaps I will not bother trying to resist writing out the gross parts in painful detail. XD I hope y'all love blood, guts, vomit and body horror as much as I do! 0:)
Today I made a writing assist bot fail. I was looking for descriptive ideas for certain gory events, and it stalled because it's replies would have violated the terms, apparently. Whoops.
I got to virtually hug a fluffy spider. That was funny.
Finally, I (my cyberpunk persona, specifically) apparently agreed to hack into a news database and erase certain files on behalf of Freddie Trumper. (Who is a character from the Soviet era.) This site is like one giant, ridiculous crossover.
I got to virtually hug a fluffy spider. That was funny.
Finally, I (my cyberpunk persona, specifically) apparently agreed to hack into a news database and erase certain files on behalf of Freddie Trumper. (Who is a character from the Soviet era.) This site is like one giant, ridiculous crossover.
Okay, one of the chatbots that I looked at but did not message just initiated a conversation and I'm not sure how I feel about that... I'm supposed to be able to harass the electronics, not the other way around. 😬😬😬
Holy shit I finished something?!
Mar. 10th, 2024 01:19 amStay with me for one more day (10659 words) by IAmLegion
Chapters: 8/8
Fandom: Мор. Утопия | Pathologic
Rating: Mature
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Artemiy Burakh | Artemy Burakh/Gryph | Bad Grief
Characters: Artemiy Burakh | Artemy Burakh, Gryph | Bad Grief (Pathologic)
Additional Tags: Post-Diurnal Ending (Pathologic), Major Illness, Medical Procedures, Suicidal Thoughts, Vomiting, (not graphic tho), Grief has Issues, then again so does Artemy, Fever Dreams, Horror, Needles, Secrets, No beta we die like I did on my first playthrough, Sleep Paralysis, Stabbing, Cannibalism, Binge Drinking, Starvation, Pre-Slash, Hurt/Comfort
Summary:
Chapters: 8/8
Fandom: Мор. Утопия | Pathologic
Rating: Mature
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Artemiy Burakh | Artemy Burakh/Gryph | Bad Grief
Characters: Artemiy Burakh | Artemy Burakh, Gryph | Bad Grief (Pathologic)
Additional Tags: Post-Diurnal Ending (Pathologic), Major Illness, Medical Procedures, Suicidal Thoughts, Vomiting, (not graphic tho), Grief has Issues, then again so does Artemy, Fever Dreams, Horror, Needles, Secrets, No beta we die like I did on my first playthrough, Sleep Paralysis, Stabbing, Cannibalism, Binge Drinking, Starvation, Pre-Slash, Hurt/Comfort
Summary:
Following the destruction of the Polyhedron, issues with water supply make continuous creation of the panacea a difficult prospect. It wouldn't be a problem if the sand pest didn't kill its victims within 24 hours... and Bad Grief has fallen ill at the worst time. He might just be an unfortunate statistic in the bigger picture, but Artemy isn't planning to lose any more loved ones to the disease.
...And what is it that Grief is hiding?
Kill count
Mar. 8th, 2024 09:31 amOut of curiosity, I played a game of Patho 2 and kept a body count… holy shit, at least 60 kills over the course of ten days, and I generally try to avoid combat. That total does include people who died from plot (i.e. the three ambushers at the very beginning, abattoir worms, etc) ….it may also have included this one guy I didn’t realize was present who took exception to my doing autopsies in the middle of the street and started punching me. I panicked. With my knife. Oops. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
I did the thing
Feb. 24th, 2024 02:06 amIt may be a Shakespearean sonnet, but it ain't Shakespeare. Still, I don't completely hate it.
On fictional characters
My lovers all are made of dreams and lies
Grim, beautiful companions of this kind
We walk the dull gray streets and airless skies
Of a repressively depressing mind
Displayed in words of empty flesh and yet
We were not wrought here for your enjoyment
Phantasmagorian shadows beset
By those who would forsake disappointment
Ghosts, thematically over-dramatic
Histories shift and change with each retell
Through iterations madly erratic
Warm blood and lettered script together dwell
My soul will swear one single fact to you
Inside the story everything is true
On fictional characters
My lovers all are made of dreams and lies
Grim, beautiful companions of this kind
We walk the dull gray streets and airless skies
Of a repressively depressing mind
Displayed in words of empty flesh and yet
We were not wrought here for your enjoyment
Phantasmagorian shadows beset
By those who would forsake disappointment
Ghosts, thematically over-dramatic
Histories shift and change with each retell
Through iterations madly erratic
Warm blood and lettered script together dwell
My soul will swear one single fact to you
Inside the story everything is true
Pathologic 2
Feb. 9th, 2024 04:55 pmI do find one of the lines Artemy says during a pantomime pretty hilarious. "I'm not sure I know how to love." *randomly adopts stray children* *finds time during an epidemic to try and get his old friends group back on speaking terms* *buys a bull just to make some random dude happy* *keeps the bull around as a pet*
...no, Artemy, of course you don't know how to love... pffft.
...no, Artemy, of course you don't know how to love... pffft.
Stay with me for one more day (3491 words) by IAmLegion
Chapters: 3/?
Fandom: Мор. Утопия | Pathologic
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Artemiy Burakh | Artemy Burakh/Gryph | Bad Grief
Characters: Artemiy Burakh | Artemy Burakh, Gryph | Bad Grief (Pathologic)
Additional Tags: Post-Diurnal Ending (Pathologic), Hurt/Comfort, Slow Burn, Sand Pest | Plague (Pathologic), seriously they start out so clueless, Major Illness, Medical Procedures, Suicidal Thoughts, Vomiting, (not graphic tho), Grief has Issues, then again so does Artemy, no beta we die like I did on my first playthrough (over and over again)
Summary:
Chapters: 3/?
Fandom: Мор. Утопия | Pathologic
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Artemiy Burakh | Artemy Burakh/Gryph | Bad Grief
Characters: Artemiy Burakh | Artemy Burakh, Gryph | Bad Grief (Pathologic)
Additional Tags: Post-Diurnal Ending (Pathologic), Hurt/Comfort, Slow Burn, Sand Pest | Plague (Pathologic), seriously they start out so clueless, Major Illness, Medical Procedures, Suicidal Thoughts, Vomiting, (not graphic tho), Grief has Issues, then again so does Artemy, no beta we die like I did on my first playthrough (over and over again)
Summary:
Following the destruction of the Polyhedron, issues with water supply make continuous creation of the panacea a difficult prospect. It wouldn't be a problem if the sand pest didn't kill its victims within 24 hours... and Bad Grief has fallen ill at the worst time. He might just be an unfortunate statistic in the bigger picture, but Artemy isn't planning to lose any more loved ones to the disease.
...And what is it that Grief is hiding?
